I love drawing. I hate drawing. It makes me feel calm and happy inside. It makes me frustrated enough to want to throw something.
Yeah, contradicting feelings, especially when I'm feeling it all at once. But it is true. I've always loved drawing, but for the past few years I haven't done much to advance my skills, so now I'm not nearly as good as I wish I could be. I need to practice drawing stuff, but when it frustrates me enough I have to stop before I do something I'll regret later on. Which is often. I know that I should start with something small and work my way up, but I can't do that. I've tried, but I can't. At least, not when it comes to drawing.
I'll get there eventually, but for now I'm stuck moving very slowly. But I figure that going slowly is better than rushing and messing everything up.
But for now I can take my frustrations out on fractals. This is a very low quality render of something I'm working on. It's also a lot tinier than the real thing. I'm planning on making a few changes to this, but that's how it looks so far. When I get the final version done I'll put it up properly.
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