Randomness

Ever felt like everything annoyed you for no reason, and then you'd feel better, and then be annoyed again?

Because that basically sums up the past few days for me. I haven't been able to concentrate very well on anything. I keep waking up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason, after taking hours just to fall asleep. Everything annoys me. And I don't know why.

Usually I do get times like this. They happen randomly and always vary in how long they last, and so far the best I've figured is that I just need to sit with it. It goes away after a while, at least.

And as a random note: I have bad acne. I hate it more because it hurts and itches and not because I don't think I'm beautiful. And for years now, since I've first really gotten it, it's always been bad, and my sister has been teasing me about it, because she didn't have to sit with it herself. But now mine seems to be clearing up very slowly, but still at some rate, and she's been getting it worse. Before a pimple or two was considered a breakout for her, and now she's getting a lot more. So I'm laughing at her so much more often now, and I just can't wait until she really breaks out.

'Course, it's actually my younger brother that has it worst right now. I know that I stopped washing my face, but it looks like my skin is sensitive enough that I'm allergic to everything I've used so far. But they have no excuses! (Well, my sister is allergic to one specific brand that gave her a rash years ago, but we don't buy that, and the other stuff she uses is fine because she has used it before) They don't wash their faces, and it just gets worse. More laughing as payback for me, but still. They'll learn eventually ;)